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Thursday, January 31, 2008
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4:51 PM
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lol . just came back frm sch arhhs . todae so si larh ==" haf cramps man.. T.T so cant go PE lorh . diao . i was sooo sooo sooo sooo in pain cann ?? so i was like sittinq andwatch them do sit-ups and push-ups . hah.. then i noticed yeowboon doinq push-ups . erm .. i was like LOL ? T.T he do until .. so weird ? ><" then after that we took height and weight . walao ==" !! IMM SOO FAT LORHH !!@#$%^&!@#$!!@#$%@#$%^ EHH WALAO 154cm then 46kg !@#$%^&!@#$% WTHONDA IS THIS ???? linqi and kengning is damn damn damn slim de lorh . then they all still sae what wan go on diet ==" diao . i shld be the one goinqq on diet khays ?? and yayyy !! IM LIGHTER THAN AUNTIE TANN !! LOL ==" 1kqq nia zzz ... then after sch went lot1 slackkkkkk ... before that called my mom to inform her . budd wthonda arrh ? i call her tell her i wan go lot1 , she scolded . scolded .. scolded .. i was like hoqqed onto it for 1omins okhay ? then she was there naqqinq at me for 1omins . go lot1 will die meh ? ==" fine .. i went lot1 at last budd must be back at 3.oo pm . then went i was goinqq home . on the bus , my papa call me . papa : where are uu now arh ? me : on bus le , going to reach home . why ? papa : no lar . just now me and uur ma call uu , why uu neh answer de huh ? me : orhh psps , i on silent . papa : issit uu duwan listen or what . better dun try anythinqq funni leh . me : .... i wont lar byebye ==" papa : good , byebye . walao ? ==" try anythinqq funni . diao .. then when i reach home . for the 1st min i step into my hse , my mom started naqqinq . sae what i no manners , duwan nswer her call . wthonda ? T.T i told her i off silent mode , she still dun beleve , keeps on naqqinq . fine , i let her lectured for 3omins . then i do my hwks . then now usinqq commy lerh . walao . when i was usinqq my commy just now . my bro keep sittinq there , so "dindeh-ly" , beside me khays ? i was pissed of cos he was sooo annyin . i started to ask him to go off . he duwan . ==" keep sit there laugh laugh laugh . disiao me . keep wan see what am i doinqq widd my fwends' bloqqs . wthonda khay ? im not so stupid to let him see what am i doinq . in case wait i scold him , then he go complain to my mom . so i was damn pissed off after tellinqq him nicely for arnd 1o times ? so i started yellinq at him . ask him to SHOOOOOOO .. i yelled and yelled . he its there smile and smile . then i bursted into tears cos he was soooo annoyin that he made ppl cry . i cried and he was there crappin and makinqq fun of me . T.T my mama came in and she started scoldinqq me . instead of my bro , she scolded at me . sae what my bro sit here cannot meh ? the hse i buy one meh ? the chair i buy one meh ? keep scoldinq and scoldinq then sae sarcarstic words . then still sae what wan sell me . wthonda arh ? where got mum liddat de ? wann sell her own daughter . T.T i was sooo pissed of man . so i heck cared bout her stupid sai words . then she asked me some questions . cos becos i cried marh , so voice abit dull lor . then my mom said i no manners okhay ? COS OF MY VOICE THEN SHE SAID THAT I HAD NO MANNERS TOWARDS HER . HEY ? I JUST CRIED HOR . what do uu expect arh ? my voice is always dull after i cried . i've been uur daughter for 13yrs and uu dont even know that ? say me no manners towards uu . i haven sae hor . uu always biased against bro . didnt even care what i wanted . i wanted is just that uu wont be so biased against him . is that wrong ? is that too much ? is that very unreasonable ? i dont know what else can i do, just not to make uu angry khays ? cos for eveythinqq i do , is wronqq .. totally wronqq in uur eyes . what haf i done is correct in uu eyes ? nth . nth . nth . uu get it ? uu slapped me , uu caned me , uu threw vulgar at me . i didnt mind , cos i know uu care , uu wanna teach me . budd i dont think that uu are carinq or teachinqq me in anyway , NOW . what can i do ? what do i expect ? uu cant even do this little condition i ask fom uu . uu're drivinqq me mad . seriously . uu are hurtinqq me in a way that uu dont know . well .. at least i know . don't i ? this is really painful .. this is really hurtinqq .. this is really gunna be the end of me . i wanted some care . i wanted some warmth . so i wouldnt be livinqq in this snowland all on my own . without a single soul widd me . |