June 8th of every year is her day :D .
SweetSour 14 .
Yeah! Councillor & NPCC .
Big Fan of Lollipop 棒棒堂 & Seto Koji ! ♥
承諾是用來遵守的 .
Monday, February 25, 2008
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7:44 PM
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haiis ... so lonqq nvr update liaos .
havinqq common test marhhs ...
LOL .
qoinqq to commit suicide soon .
this is like the WORST TEST i've ever had lorhs ?!
omfq lurhhs !!!
tested on 7 subjects , bio , physics , chi , maths , el , lit and hist .
...
omq lurhhs ..
qot back all my papers except for bio .
EHH MY MRKS IS LIKE SUPER HORRIBLE LORHHS !@#$%^&!@#$%^&
i shall sae my mrks , dont faint or smth ,
if uu haf heart prob or asthma ,
i suqqest uu prepare uu medi beside or what =X
hist > 16/24 =="
maths > 24/4o ==" !
chi > 3o/6o , wthonda ....
lit > 14/2o okok barhhs . T.T
el > 11/2o ...alamak ?
AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST ,
THE MOST HORRIBLE ONE ,
MY PHYSICS ...
4/18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ WTHONDA !@#$%^&*(!@#$%*(
FAILED SOOOOOO BADLY x(
- RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!
linqi like all sooo qoooood derh lorhhs .
physics and chi top the class ..
PROKIA LAII DEEX .
think i really needa qqet tutions le barhhs .
=="
if not ltr durinqq mid-yr and yr-end exam ,
fail until very badly ,
worst still ,
drop to NA .
then sure will see me in the cemetry ..
T.T"
haiis ... nth much to post larhhs .
kwaa kwaa ..
LOL .
x) qoinqq to chionq hwks liaos tatarhhs xD
LINQI , SMILE SMILE SMILEEEEEEEE
must like these ,
x) ,
xD,
>) ,
>D ,
xP ,
=) ,
=D,
=P ,
>P ,
:) ,
:D ,
:P ,
;) ,
;D ,
;P .
x333 JYS LINNQIIII <3
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
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9:28 PM
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im commentless abt uu .
Monday, February 18, 2008
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6:07 PM
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in sch had common test .
harrrs !!!!
el and hist .
hate el tchr soo much =="
she took away hist period just for the
fine , at first thought she swop period with history tchr marhh ,
which means , she qqo history tchr de period , and let history tchr haf her period .
budd in the end she came in 2 times khayys ?
walao lorhhs .
T.T
missed history period whn we are gunna haf history test lorhh .
ahh ... nvms .
anyways , cooked fried rice durinqq home econs todae .
aiiyo .
this is the second time ,
at home econs ,
mrs chianqq told me this in front of the whole class ,
" ehh , uu come here not to act sexy harr ."
T.T
zzz lorhhs .
i haf act sexy mehhs .
T.T
diiao larh ,
just that onii my fringe can see abit abit marhhs .
she sae i act sexy .
..... ?
lol , nvms lurhhs .
she demonstrated liek all those thinqqs that we needa do at my unit there .
T.T
diiao , so in the end its like almost everytinqq mrs chianqq do for me and leonard liaos .
we just watch an do abit of thinqs onii .
and im gunna get fckinqq mad =="
last last week i partnered yeowboon .
he cant cook .
todae partnered leonard ,
HE ALSO CANT COOK =="
zzz ,
im so beican .
diiao .
then when we were cookinq , cos at the same table widd weili and kwanhao marhhs .
then leonard dunno how to do anythinqq ,
the kwanhao kept on sayinqq ,
"useless bum . useless bum ."
haharhhs .
budd in the end when they cook fried rice ,
also bo add salt o.o"
alot ppl nehh add salt also larhhs .
wakaka , anyways , i cant qqet to cook the rice !@#$%
WTHONDA ??!@#$
i wan cook de nehhs ,
budd mrs chianqq dun let me cook
T.T
she ask leonard to cook , then i add in the ingredients niia .
i also washed the thinqqs larhs .
when leonard washed the fryinqq pan ,
i asked him ,
"ehh did uu put soap o.o"? "
then he said ,
" no . "
i was like LOL .
wash the fryinqq pan without soap ??? o.o"????
then i said ,
" needa put nehhs "
he said ,
"okok , puttinq now lerh ."
lol , i quess if i nvr sae ,
he dunnid use soap wash liaos =="
ahha , and speakinqq of this ,
kwanhao is like more .... T.T
he went to ask mrs chianqq ,
"mrs chianqq , do we need to wash the utensils usinqq soap ? "
I WAS LIKE " LOL ????? ==" "
aiiyoweii , nowadayys boiis harr ..
=="
all da shao ye , dun cook dee .
also dont wash plates derhh .
lol , haf maid marhhs .
then i qutta do everythinqq by myself .
LOL .
T.T ..
ahhaharhhs . home econs ended , then we split up the rice .
i gave leonard more cos is he cooked dee ><'
wakakka , im mean !!
weili is like so kelian worhhs .
she took all the fried rice .
cos kwanhao nehh brinqq container .
o.o"
haharhhs xD
then their prawn is half-cooked .
lol , zzzz .
seriously larh , i scared when i eat the fried rice then tmr cant qqo sch liaos .
LOL . budd i ate almost half of the container lerh still very healthy x)
the fried rice no probbie lorhhs .
WAKAK ><"
i dunno whether weili will get food poisoninqq anot .
LOL , AUNTIE TAN .
BETTER DUN EAT THE PRAWNS HARR !! x))
haiis , tmr still haf common test on lit.
mama asked me to revise on lit ,
budd how to? ..
LOL , anyone teach me how to revisefor literature ????
T.T"
nvm =)
qqo revise maths cann lerh ,
my maths sucks like shyt =="
my sci too .
T.T
todae the bio test i onii gort 12/2o .
omfq .
ms aza said that our class highest its like 15.5 ?
whoaa , at least haf A1 liao lerhh ...
im so the pathetic ,
budd that weili worse , she failed T.T"
WEILI , JYS HURHHHS !!!
tmr cant sleep after common test lerh barhh ><"
siians .
LOL ,
qoinqq to do last min revision now lerhhs ,
tatarhhs .
to all Bpians , > JYS FOR CT AND PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS ! <3
Sunday, February 17, 2008
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2:12 PM
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yikes =)
just came back frm mr tay's house .
mr tay nvr bothered much abt us todae .
he went to entertain the seniors , LOL . ><"
aiiyoweii =="
im dead liao lorhhs .
my papa went down to open the mailbox and quess what ?
he took out my phone bill ,
showed me ,
and said ,
" ehh pay by uurself horhhs ."
omfg lurhhs =="
its like frm o8jan to o3feb ,
1month , and my phone bill is soo expensive .
omq omq omfq !!
3G iOne value $19 ,
caller-ID $5 ,
incominq + outqoinq $32.16 ,
638smses (==") $31.9o ,
content and services thinq $2 ,
total its like alr $8o+
T.T
budd minus $2o++ cos of the extras we payed last mth .
then become $57.9o ,
plus GST $4.o6 ,
total bill equals to : $61.69 !!!!!!!!
ahh =="
how am i qoinqq to pay them by myself ??
diiao .
despo for money liao lerh , me .
T.T OMG OMG OMG OMG !!
OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!
HOW HOW ???????
T.T
Saturday, February 16, 2008
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5:22 PM
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alamak xDD
i just found out who is the gurl ..
aiyoweii , bai le yi ge da wu lonqq .
LOL , ps orhhs , char !
anyways , just wann to jys to weichenqq in jio-inqq that gurl .
ahh , i very guaii derh ,
wont sae who is the her .
cos im also no supposed to know who is she marhh . =="
omq .
now whenever i hear the siren of the ambulance ,
i will pa pa derhhs .
reminds me of my ahqonqq .
he's in coma =(
ytd overheard my parent's conversation .
then heard they sayinqq what zhi wu ren .
tears beqqan rollinq down .
zhi wu ren .
a plant ?
my ahqonqq ?
no way ,
no way i can accept it .
i just wann my ahqonqq to get really really well soon .
i wan to see him .
and my cousin just smsed me that ,
sayinqq my ahqonqq has alot of tubes arnd him .
=(
PAIN .
PAIN .
PLUSS
PAIN ..
i really dont bear to let my ahqonqq suffer like this .
i've seen once ,
i duwan to see it again ,
esp in the ICU .
i really dun like larhhs .
budd what can i do ?
i can do nth budd to pray hard to let my ahqonqq live well .
i still wann my ahqonqq to eat the thinqqs i cook ,
once i've master them at home econs .
i still wann my ahqonqq to see my O Levels' result 4 yrs later .
i still wann to treat my ahqonqq to a vacation .
i still wan to let him see me qrowinqq up and become successful .
if there's a choice ,
i would rather be the one lyinqq on the hospital bedd .
i would rather be the one with alot of tubes attached to me .
i would rather be the one takinqq all these pains .
if i can , i would haf alr given my life in exchanqqe for my ahqonqq's .
if there's an operation that can save my ahgonqq ,
i would haf went .
i would haf do everythinqq for savinqq him .
im very angry .
think abt it ,
why did ahqonqq's condition qqet so serious ?
adults thought that we children dont know anythinqq happeninqq .
they thought we dont need to know and understand too .
bud they are wronqq .
children always get to know them very well , when the adults do not know that we children know it .
in this case , im aware of quite alot of thinqqs .
durinqq the last asthma attck ,
ahqonqq was alr very weak ,
budd there's still treatments for him and cures for him .
which means , just pay money ,
giv him treatments and thinqqs well ,
he will be able to lead a healthy life .
im not blaminqq anyone here .
cos i know im onii a teen .
im not the head of the family .
so take it that im just makinqq a comment or smth .
unfortunately , i saw no one doinqq that .
if i ask uu all ,
dont tell me uu all did it .
cos thru my own eyes ,
i didnt see efforts put in .
yes maybe abit ,
well , hirinqq a maid to do houseworks .
budd that wont improve ahqonq's condition right ?
maybe uu may think that im exaggeratinqq or smth ,
in my opinion , maybe uu all shld haf taken more intiative to take ahqonqq in seekinqq for treatments ?
yes , if i haf told uu all this , some of uu or shld i sae ALL of uu would haf given excuses such as ,
"im very busy at work ."
hello ? im sure uu all have heard of "takinqq leafs " right ?
dont tell me uu all lack of common sense . =="
well , MAYBE if i told them this ,
some will reply "my boss wont allow me !"
from my point of view ,
uu haven try , how would uu know ?
and i believe that "seekinqq a glimmer of hope for my dad" will be a VALID reason .
unless uur boss is damn stone-hearted or smth .
speakinqq of stone-hearted .
i just cant stand it .
MOM ,
i know ishldnt haf said all these ,
budd how can uu be so stone-hearted ?
i know he's not uur dad ,
budd he used to be quite good to uu right ?
so how can uu spit all thos thinqqs out ?
seriously and truthfully ,
im damn pissed off when uu said all those thinqqs .
uu are too stone-hearted and uu dont even know .
uu keep sayinqq that " people are qoinqq to die , this is a natural proccess , why is there to be sad abt ? "
yes, this is correct ,
budd my ahqonqq for 13years since i was born ,
i was sooo closed to him when im younqq ,
he took such qood care of us .
how'd uu expect me to smile at such circumstance?
impossible right ?
budd i wonder why the hell did uu still continue ,
when i've told uu to stop talkinqq abt it ,
and even said that uu are stone-hearted .
uu just keep blabberinqq all those thinqqs out ,without considerinqq other's feelinqs .
mom , i know im in the wronqq for speakinqq ill of uu .
budd i just cant stand the way uu beinqq stone-hearted .
and the reason uu gave me ,
isnt a reason , for me .
maybe it is foruu ,
cos i can understand , the pain uu lose uur parents .
this is my ahqonqq ,
its abt the same as my parents ,
just that we dont live tgt .
he is sufferinqq frm such serious disease , uu still ask me not to be sad ?
why ? i thought uu shld know whyy im sad ?
fine , maybe uu dont know .
nvm ...
lenqthy post i've had .
i shall stop wiritinqq , no mood to continue too .
ahqonqq , just get well soon ?
Friday, February 15, 2008
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8:58 PM
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i cant think of anythinqq now .
except for my ahgong =(
he was admitted to hospital again =(
i dunno this is the how mani times lerhh ..
i dunno narhhs .
durinqq CNY he was so fine .
even celebrated his bdae .
now all of a sudden , he was admitted to the hospital again .
i really cant tahan lerhhs .
not in the mood in doinqq anythinqq now .
bloqqinq is just for the info of yuelinqq they all .
anythinq , msqq me .
budd i maybe wont reply though ..
i want to qqo hospital see ahgong ..
i hope that he'll be fine .
ahgong , we love uu alot .
get well pls ..
Thursday, February 14, 2008
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8:13 PM
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hohoho !
happy valentines to all the peeps out there xDD
ahharhhs =)
LOL .
todae in sch ,
we all pass valentines' pressie to each other xDD
i received a packet of sweets frm charmaine and 4 lollipops frm another 4 gurls x))
budd i forgot who liaos .
also received a heart frm linqi , ahha =))
uhh yeah , also gort "kisses" =="
tqs wynn and dyan for the kisses o.o"
diiao T.T
since i nth to do now , so upload some pics xDD
wakakak ><"
since i nth to do now , so upload some pics xDD
wakakak ><"
i bet uu all wont qqet to see this kind of valentines' pressie =="..
my papa gave to my mom de valentines' pressie , special huhs ? o.o"
two of the lollipops i received xDD
ps > ate up 1 , then one gave to cheryl , and daryl took that one =="
LOL , this was the note attched to char chio's packet of sweet =)
uu may be wonderinqq where's the sweet . budd unfortunately ...
I ATE THEM UP xDD
this is the heart that linqi bought frm jasmin and gave to mee xDD
hurhurhhs =))
now qoinqq to chionqq hwks liaos lerhh xP
ah yeah , linqi , cheer uo liaos =))
tatarhhs all xDD x3
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
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4:47 PM
♥♥♥
OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!
i qqot trouble with the DM .
OMG LURHHS !
DM LEHHS !
cos just now after school , i was walkinqq out with daryl , xiaohui and their fwen .
then we walk halfway saw DM cominqq .
daryl and me quickly tidy up our blouses .
my one was like not that tidy ,
i was tidyinqq up then .
DM came then ask me to stay .
then scold me sae what ,
"terrible .."
"uu are sec1 only like this alr ."
"what for study in this sch ?"
bla bla bla .. ( forgot)
"im gunna haf a word with uur form tchr."
"see me tmr ."
then a senior walk past .
he asked that senior to stop . and say ,
"look at the senior then look at uurself . learn from the senior larh ."
then he sae " see me tmr ."
then he asked me to qqo .
omq =="
now im damn worried .
i scared will tio suspend =="
diiao , although kn last time gort caught before and nth happened ,i still scared scared derh !!
ahh omqq =="
so now howw ?
haiis ..
todae in sch durinqq art , we filmed oyr snow white thanqq .
and finally COMPLETED .
haha . took so lonqq to finish a 1min film , LOL .
xDD
cos keep NG and NG .
esp me lurhhs .
keep laughinqq , lol .
and my leqq the skin commout lerhs .
blood also ,
cos lied on the bench thinqq and my skin rubbed against it ,
friction then my skin commout .
budd linqi's worse .
LOL, she vb til cant walk properly liaos , haha .
diiao ><"
NOW I ALSO DUNNO WHAT WILL HAPPEN TMR =="
AHHH MEETING DM WORHHXX ,
NO JOKE LORHHS =="
aiyarhhs , nvm ,
anywae ,
todae , after lesson when waitinqq for e-crush .
i saw that guy again , frm 1o5 .
lol i think i like him or what lerhhs ?
ahhya , i just fallen out of love , LOL .
mai plae lorhhs .
budd that qquy frm 1o5 de really so cute ,
bballer lehhs !!
haharhhs .
heard frm daryl's fwen that they call him gong kia or smth smth .
then dyan sae she know him .
hah xDD
wakakaka ><"
now nth to post lerhhs .
just hope tmr will be fine =="
GOOD LUCKS TO ME T.T !!
Monday, February 11, 2008
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6:58 PM
♥♥♥
im back frm sch lerhs .
had such a hard time .
i cant hold my tears back todae ,
so i cried at sch soo many times todae
all my fwends were there , tqs . =)
budd abt this morninqq , so sorrie .
i didnt thought of uure de feelinqqs . =(
sorrie , i wasnt in any mood of thinkinqq lerhhs .
sorrie , for hurtinqq uu all .
i promise i wont do it again lerhhs .
okhays ?
yes , peeps like linqi had been askinqq for the reason that i cried ,
and told me not to bottle it up .
cos , other than my feelinqs beinqq hurt ,
to tell uu truthfully ,
i still cant accept the fact .
i still cant let qqo .
yes , why he can and i cant ?
this is the difference :
he DONT LIKE me budd ,
i LOVE him .
and uu said abt the last incident uu've been thru ,
uu nvr cry until like me liddat .
cos ,
did that person sae :
"i like uu , wanna stead ?"
and when uu're soo soo in love with him , in that relationship ,
on the almost-valentines' day ,
he sae ,
"i dont like uu."
and TJ ,
yes , i haf future ahead .
yes , i shld stop cryinqq over some guy like him .
yes , i can make alot of bfs in the future .
well , im not that flirty .
and uu think after this incident ,
i will still dare to qqo on stead with other guys ?
i had soo regretted my choice .
so ,
had uu experienced this before ?
yo , im not a toy , i haf feelinqqs .
after beinqq "ill-treated" ,
uu expect me to smile at him ?
my feelinqqs , my heart .
i cant deceive it though ..
and , LEONARD TOK ,
"i dont like uu ."
this 4 words ,
may comes out easily frm uur mouth .
budd had uu considered of my feelinqs ?
or my thoughts ?
THATS A SURE "NO" ,
cos if uu had ,
uu wouldnt haf did this to me .
hey , i haf a heart ,
i haf feelinqqs ,
budd uu totally shattered my heart ,
on my first ever relationship ,
hey , my CHU LIAN .
UU RUINED IT IN NOT EVEN A MONTHS' TIME .
"i dont like uu."
this phrase had been whirlinqq arnd my head since uu tell me this .
i cant possible forget this .
issit the valentines' surprise ?
well , thank you then .
thank you for tellinq me all this ,
thank you for wakinqq me up ,
thank you for tellinqq me that frenship is more important than uu .
thank you for tellinq me that , uu are one typical JERK .
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8:58 AM
♥♥♥
yes
i shld let it all qqo , no point holdinqq onto this relationship .
he dont likes me , thats the fact .
budd the problem is , im like a complete fool .
treated like a complete fool .
whats the point ?
uu all knew it and didnt tell me .
onii until this morning ,
xDD
thanks for the valentines' pressie .
i love uu , lets break .
Sunday, February 10, 2008
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8:24 PM
♥♥♥
omg x))
did he just broke my heart ?
ahh yeah , he did .
on this :
1oth Feb o8 , 7.51pm .
other than this , i've nth else to post .
Friday, February 8, 2008
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8:02 PM
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LOL YAYYYYYYYYY !!! ^^
i helped my coussie's to do her blog .
haha ^^
feel soo proud of myself o.o"
*3 cheers for yinqxianq*
LOL =="
hao lame orhhs .
kekes .
now me nth to do worhhs .
postinqq down here .
my mama , bro and my uncles all gamblinqq outside in the livinqq room =="
i no $$ to gamble .
diao .
T.T
i duwan be like auntie tan , gamble from $4o++ to $2o++ ..
....... =="
diao , no offence arh auntie tan ><"
hurhhhs ^^
todae nvr get too much anqqbaos though .
haiis .
i can onii use $7o++ of my anqqbao money ,
which is damn pathetic khays ?
my mama still take $3oo nehhs ...
wthonda issit for anyways ?
x( my angbao money arhhh
and i seriously dont feel good .
without him .
WITHOUT SEEING HIM =="
,
9:34 AM
♥♥♥
hehex , since now still haven qo out , so miqht as well use this time to post hao lerh xD
ahhh ... linqi and kenqninq watchinqq kunqfu dunk tmr =="
and i cant qo !!!
==" !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*
walao ...
T.T diiaos ..
cos need qo to my cousiiies' house .
haiis , too bad for me lurhhs .
hmm , smsed widd leonard .
his great grandpa died =(
budd im glad that he wasnt grievinqq .
^^
budd he still didnt get to collect anq bao narhhs . x(
lol ..
hurr ...
havinqq such lonqq cny break . i miss lameless o6 alot xD
i miss sjb-g ^^
i miss the chios ^^
i miss leonard ^^
i miss cckps ^^
i miss cckpians ^^
i miss the tchrs there ^^
haha .
it seems that im missinqq alot of thinqqs and peeps .
lol .
arhh yeah ,
HAPPI BDAE TO TJ AH PEK IN ADVANCE ^^
now i qqo "deco" up myself for later on cny visits ^^
tatarhhs for now xDD
Thursday, February 7, 2008
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7:38 PM
♥♥♥
er humphhs .
im hafinq this language tools' problemmy =="
lol nvm abt this ^^
just now i went to Mr Tay's bloggiie !
wooo ~
and i was sooo touched that i cried .
diiao o.o"
really larh .
i really missed all ex-cckpians and cckps tchrs .
=(
erm , yeah , now all ex-cckps p6A HMT`o7 de ,
GO GO GO GO TO MR TAY'S BLOGGIE KHAYS ? xD
http://www.goodmorning-teacher.blogspot.com/
sure cannot tahan then cry de .
lol i did budd dunno if uu all will
frankly speakinq , if uu all nvr then uu all are stone-hearted !
HAHARHHS ><"
LOL JK xDD
now i shall continue bloqq hoppinq ^^
SOO LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR !!
YAYYY !! <33
TATARHHS .
,
6:15 PM
♥♥♥
woots ~ just came back from anqq bao collectinqq .
ahha ^^
earned $37o - $3oo( my mum took them ==") todae
haharrhhhs .
tmr still qoinqq anqq bao collectinq worhs .
and all the $$ i collected tmr are MINE !
MY MUM'S NOT TAKING A SINGLE CENT !!
AHHA , SO OVERALL , I CAN USE $1oo++ OF MY MONEY IN ANYWAY I LIKE ^^
WOOOH ~
*3 cheers for dunno what*
haha , im so money-minded .
lol , i admit it larhhs .
diiao . whenever i see money , i'll qo crazy mann !
haha , even crazier than weili xDD
yay ! todae's havinqq my own family reunion dinner , which means not includinqq my ahma they all larh .
then tmr my cousins all cominqq to my house ^^ yipee !!
so happi as i haven met some of them for quite a lonqq time ^^
arhh , well , although cny's fun , budd i cant go out for the first 3 days of cny , excludinqq new year's eve .
diao lorh =="
haiis .
linqi moody for no reason lerh =(
linqi , be happ narhhhs !
see i stop emoinq liao ^^
uu also must not moody or emo khays ? ^^
all of us love uu , and giv uu our supports !
JYJYS LINQI ^^
CHEER UP GURL <3
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
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12:32 PM
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woo ~
back from sch now .
yay ^^ todae , we dismissed at 1oam , budd i slacked at lot1 awhile larhs , thats why so late lorh .
lol , in the morninq , me and linqi sit my papa car tqt to sch .
then when we reached there , it was like damn early lorh ^^
hurhur .
we went up to the class and yeowboon and kwanhao was alr there .
then followed by some other peeps .
zzz . then we like suddenly know that todae's weichenqqs bdae , so we decided to write a biq biq "happi bdae weicheng " on the whiteboard .
zz , when we were abt to write then weichenq come .
then kengninq and weili sae dun let him come in first .
then i dashed to the door .
and i closed it fast and when i was abt to lock it .
WEICHENG PUSH OPEN THE DOOR !
THEN I WAS LIKE FLY BACK AND LANDED ON THE FLOOR KHAY ?
TMD ==" MY BUTT'S PAINING LORH
its like henq i neh hit my head .
then weichenqq apologised to me , alot of times .
okhay , then i was like okok fine =="
though my butt's still very pain T.T"
then we went down for morninqq assembly .
lol . our principal wear until so qi guai . haha
then after that we proceeded to the hockey pitch to watch concert .
diao lor =="
at the hockey pitch when we were asked to moved sideways , i accidentally sat on the ang bao of a boii frm 1o5 .
then that boii hor went " nnnnngggg ... my angbao .."
i was like =="
DIAO ARH ?
he went " nnnngggg" cos of an ang bao lorh =="
then i said sorri and lifted my butt up =="
he took his ang bao back ..
diao T.T
arhh .. and i was sittinq 2 peeps away from leonard .
zzz lorh .
i was like damn freakinqq angry + jealous khays ??
ehh , the 1A gurls keeps talkinqq(or shld i sae flirtinq ? ==") to him and TJ lor .
heh , TJ i dont care larh =="
budd i just cant stand it when gurls flirt to him lor !
linqi went to call him and told him that im damn damn jealous and he dont gibb a damn .
T.T
tmd lor .
walao ehhs , i wan throw out vulgars at that time uh .
budd i cant possibly do that right ?
T.T
i also cant possibly qo up to the 1A gurls and sae "EHH EFFING BYTCHES ! STOP FLIRTING WID MY BF LARH!", though i wished to .
i was damn bueyy sonq throughout the whole concert .
i feel like cryinq now khays ?
i dont feel like qoinqq to my ahma's house later on .
budd i must qo .
T.T
sian larh ...
sometimes i just wish to hold his hand tighly and huqq him .
..
what can i do ?
thinkinqq abt callinq him to tell him off is damn confusinq now worh .
shld i call or shld i not call ?
T.T
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
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7:28 PM
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omq =="
wthonda happened to my cbox ????!!!!???
omq omq omq omq omq =="
i cannot taqq lorh =="they sae what web cant be displayed .
siao arhs .
T.T
hurhur . todae was quite emo in sch todae , budd after that okhay liaos ^^
after sch went back to CCKPS <33
linqi was in the sense of "emo" , cos she was havinqq gastrics.
lol o.O
budd we waited so lonqq for regene , shafa and celeste chio lorh .
cos they havinqq e-crush
haha .
then when they come out , they neh tell us that they were qoinqq to the other busstop T.T
henqq that i saw them goinqq to the other busstop , if not me and linqi will be waitinqq like siao at th busstop =="
diao larh , si zahin T.T
then we took 3o7E to sch .
zzz alight at my ahma there then walked to cckps =="
warhh , "leqq sour"
lol xD
hehex , then halfway met yehlin .
then when we were abt to cross the road , someone called her .
she ans the phone and crossed the road at the same time .
then there was this car cominqq .
me linqi and yehlin saw that , then was shoutinqq "car arh !"
WARH YEHLIN DAMN KONG BU MAN !!
SHE WAS SHOUTING AND ELLING " AHHHH CAR ARH !! CAR CAR !!! CARRRR !!"
LOL ? ><"
hurhur .
then we finally reached .
lol at gate there saw alot ppl ^^
CCKP-IANS I MISS UU ALL xP
so happi when i see them .
lol , then saw siewyi at the gate .
she was in her plaits and she looked cute in plaits .
haha ^^
YAYYY !! FINALLI GET TO SEE NOI AND HUI LIAOS !!
WARH , WHEN I SEE NOI I WAS LIKE DAMN HAPPI THEN HUG UG WIDD HER xDD
NOI AND HUI , I MISS UU ALL AND I LOVE UU ALL !! ^^
HAHARHS ^^
wooo , then we saw mr tay .
hurhur =="
when he saw me he was like waa .
then he sae " wa , uu cut uur fringe arh ? nvr get caught liddat meh ?"
lol , then i was like , no .
then noi chup in sae abt her sch .
lol .
haiis ... we nvr see mdm phua cos she left the sch .
arhhh =="
then they get honqq bao frm mdm phua too .
hehex .
we crap widd mr tay awhile , then he went up to the hall to see the bball boys .
haha , then we like joke joke say that he rather see that bball rather than see us .
LOL xP
he was like diiiaooo.. =="
hehx..
then we went to the canteen .
bought green tea <33
then share the marcoroni widd linqi .
HAHA SOOO MISS CCPKS FOOD !
then me , hui and noi decided to "shop" in our toilet again .
haha , we went in liao then noi sae still the same .
LOL xDD
then i went out and did my daily routine in ccpks again , which is drinkinqq water cooler .
LOL THEN I REALISED THAT THE WATER COOLER IS SOO SHORT !
HAHA BPGHS DE IS LIKE SOO HIGH ? o.O
cos i needa tip-toe in bpghs in order to reach the water coolder , diao xD
then i bent sooo down to drink the cckps water cooler ^^
i soo miss the water cooler <3
then we crapped ><"
then arnd 5.3opm everyone went home .
i pei linqi to the doctors' to qqet MC .
lol . we waited so lonqq .
budd we had our funni photos to keep us entertained .
diao lorh =="
haf 1 time linqi take kwanhao de pic until damn funni , she showed me .
and i burst out in to laughter .
LOL IT WAS LIKE SOO LOUD ?
budd not as loud as auntie tan ^^
HURHUR , NO OFFENCE ARH AUNTIE TAN <3
finally it was linqi's turn .
i went in widd her .
diao =="
they talk talk for so lonqq in the end nth was done .
except that linqi got 1 dae excuse for CCA, which is todae larh ,
cos she skipped vb to qo cckps , and the main reason was that she was unwell .
diao =="
that excuse MC cost $22 sia =="
so ex lorh .
its like buyinqq one dae of excuse widd $22 .
lol .
then when qoinqq back home , i walked past knowledqqe weaver , my ex-tution centre ^^
actually wanted to qo in see see .
budd nvr take any madarin oranqqes , then very paiseh , so in the end neh qo in T.T
me and linqi went seperate ways .
hehx ^^
and now im back home watchinqq my lao ma deco-inqq the house .
xDD
tatarhhs now .
oh yeah and , happi cny to all in advance !
and ,
happi birthday to weichenqq in advance!~
last lonqq widd char orhs ^^
and treat her well .
xP
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9:51 AM
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tadarhhs ~ ^^
now is ITSK period worh .
usinqq the commy in sch <33
hehex . i qqo do the dunno what stupid thinqq =="
diao larh .
do until so qi guai .
lol wynn de very cute , heart will turn turn derh ^^
PRO WYNN xDD
hehex , now qtq backk to classy liaos =)
later qqo back then post ^^
tatarhhs <3
Monday, February 4, 2008
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5:51 PM
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just came back from sch , and wasnt feelinqq very good .
T.T
hurhur ..
todae durinqq the home econs period , we cooked ! yeahhx ><"
actually i was supposed to be cookinqq widd leonard de , budd all the volleyball players went ler .
so end up me partnerinqq YEOWBOON =="
lol , when mrs chianqq said that me nd yeowboon partner , i was like "WALAO EH ! "
DIAO , AND MRS CHIANG WAS IN FRONT OF ME .
so become me walao-inqq to her =="
lol , then she said , "walao what ?"
zzz . then i went to yb's unit there .
diao . i tot he can cook siia , cos he looks soo ..... ( erm .. LOL ,no offence ><)
haha , we were supposed to break 2 eqqs .
the 1st one yb crack .
DIAO LORH I DUNNO HOW HE CRACK ONE DE LEH !
WE CRACK THE MOST IS WHOLE THING DROP INTO THE BOWL , BUDD YB CRACK IS HALF OF THE EGG DROP ONTO THE TABLE , THEN HALF IN THE BOWL .
i was like ==" ?
diao larh .. =="
mrs chianqq see lerh , sae what dun haf extra eqqs , then she went to "sweep" the eqq on the table back into the bowl , sae nvm still can eat . walao =="
then the 2nd one i crack sccessfully . LOL ^^
HAHA . the i stirred it , while yb cleared uo the mess that he made T.T
lol . then i fried the bread also .
kekehx , it was funn budd i fry until abit chaotar lurh =="
LOL .
yonqqjie one is DAMN BLACK LOR =="
I 1ST TIME SEE THE BREAD CHAOTAR UNTIL LIDDAT ! LOLLLL !!!
PRO PRO YONGJIE , AHHA ^^
then we when home econs ended , we went back to class .
LOL then me, wynn , kenqqninqq and weili finished up our breads while sinqqinq sonqqs ^^
xDD
lol , my bread taste soooo nice ! xPP KEEKX , JK ><"
cos after that haf drama class , so we stayed in class .
hurhur , durinqq drama class , a series of thinqqs happen , which i dont wish to sae it our alr .
cos it contributed to my current feelinq .
i dont know why i feel like that .
i dont know , seriously dont know .
im startinqq to lose faith .
im startinqq to think neqatively and i dont know why .
uu made me so confused , shld i , or shld i not ?
i want to let qqo of all these thinqqs , im tired .
budd i love uu , i cant let uu qo .
i really do ...
what shld i do now ....?
im confused .
im tired of all these , budd i just cant let them qqo .
cos i really love uu .
Sunday, February 3, 2008
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10:44 AM
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hurhur .
postinqq now .
yay .. ytd do soo lonqq until 2am+
haiis ... sian de lorh .
cant qqo to linqi's house T.T
cos later goinqq reunion dinner and afternoon helpinqq mama to ban nian huo .
reunion dinner ...
reunion dinner ...
is this even considered as reunion dinner ?
yes , by sight .
nope , deep down in heart .
i know i wasnt supposed to blurt out this much .
budd i cant stand it .
didnt know why , i think there is some misunderstandinqqs between us , between the whole family .
the adults were not very close to one another .
yeahh , not totally not close .
budd in the sense of not really talkinqq to one another ?
well , fine and i noticed that it onii happens on my family .
why ?
cos our family isnt rich , they looked down on us .
budd listen up , i knew i wasnt supposed to be rude to uu all ,
i just want to say .
whatever uu all do , whatever uu all say that hurt us ,
we wont giv uu even a damn heck care .
continue doinqq all this .
im afraid that uu all will cause troubles for uurself , which ME AND MY FAMILY dont want it nor like it .
one fine day , we will be numbed of all these .
right now , i am , alr .
numbed of all these thinqqs .
numbed of whatever uu all say , whatever uu all do .
uu look down on us , uu push all the blames on us .
we heck care ..
just to notify uu all .
TRY US , BUDD UU WILL GET IT .
FOR WE NVR OWE UU ALL ANY SINGLE THING ,
SO ON THIS ANYDAY WHEN UU PROVOKE US , EVEN ME ,
BEING A NOT GROWN UP , BEING A TEEN ,
CAN TALK LOGICS BACK TO UU ALL .
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im so hatin it now .
i've been mad at so mani ppl lately .
haha .. shld i feel regretful ..
duh , i nvr regret .
even if i do , maybe once in a while ?
LOL ...
xDD
i dun wan to write anymore in case i start scoldinqq peeps once again .
so i shall end here now .
TATARHHS <33
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2:53 AM
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yayy !!!
i've finally done widd my freakky bloqqskin .
hurhur .
spent ant 2hrs++ for this ..
whew .
finally done liaos ^^ YAYYYYYYY <33
Saturday, February 2, 2008
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10:06 PM
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went to causeway widd linqi todae .
lol . bought a shirt to match widd my diao dai ku ^^
haha , shirt , i love uu .
hehex .
just now hadd macdonald as my lunch + dinner .
speakinqq bout macs' , aiyo .. smth very " bian tai " happened .
linqi was on phone .
then i was eatinqq .
then this little gurl ran past me .
then i think her hair or smth wooosh over my waist .
walao so tickilshh .
LOL . =="
then i was there laughinqq .
budd never laughed out loudly cos later da rao ppl eat and linqi callinqq .
i told linqi then she was laughinqq .
hahahah =="
linqi went to cut her hair again anyways .
cut afew stripes of hair $4 siia .
dayliqqht robbery arh ? T.T
haiis .
yuan ben want to ask leo out for movie as valentines' day pressie de lorh .
budd in the end he said that he's goinqq to m'sia !!!@#$%^!@#$%
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eee ....
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i dunno . budd linqi , cheer up khays ?
i will be here for uu everydae , 24hrs derhh .
i dun wann uu to be sadd , just cheer up khays ?
dont brood about that matter again .
^^
if wan express keesiao-ness come to me .
i keesiao widd uu khays ?
budd dont cry .
" no men on women are worth uur tears , the ones who worth it wont make uu cry . "
uu said that when i cried , im tellinqq uu this now .
so dont cry ^^
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7:09 AM
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im postin sooo early todae uhh .
although i.ve stopped cryinqq , budd im still not feelinq very well TODAE .
in the morninqq cos i need qqo out .
then arnd 6.3o+ my mom woke me up .
she asked if i needed any money .
i was like . "uhhh... need .. "
then she dunno haf hearinqq prob or what uhh .
eh . she went to shout at me .
"OI ANSWER LAR ! UU NEED MONEY ANOT !! "
walao =="
i was sleepinqq khays ?
so will be softer lurhh .
uu dunno meh ?
everytime uu sleep halfway i call uu , uu also gibb me liddat de answer , i also nvr do what cos i can hear what are uu talkinqq abt even if uu are very soft .
so now im sleepinqq cant uu understand ? T.T
walao and this is not the end lor .
she later asked me what i wanna buy .
i said " erm ...."
haven finished my sentence , she kicked me sooo hard
walao eh =="
i was like shouted back " walao , i haven finish lar , kick me for what ? "
she shouted back to me again " then what uu wan lar !"
i said shorts and shirt .
then she asked if i needa get a wallet , i said yes .
well ... linqi should know why am i soooo despo to get a wallet barhs ..
LOL ><"
then she after she gave me my money . i was still there lyinqq and half-asleep on the bed .
while she freakly complained abt me , sae what .
gibb uu money still gif me lian se .
gibb uu money still duwan thank me .
walao =="
i was like whisperinqq to myself "keep complaininqq , ytd why dun gib me leh ? now then gibb .."
then she hor , just now the ear soooo haf prob , now i whisperinqq also can hear wthonda am i talkinqq abt .
she kicked me again and threatened me to say that again .
T.T
of ocs i kept diam diam lar , duwan to answer her question .
continue sleepinq .
then she beat me and went to work .
wapianqq freak siia =="
in the morninqq also liddat de lor .
sian lar .
T.T
ask bro in the morinqq ask nicely de .
ask me like no a sinqqle bit of respect liddat .
though i know im not supposed to ask respect frm uu as a CHILD OF UURS ,
budd AS A HUMAN BEING ON EARTH , i can .
cant i ?
so stop kickinqq me .
stop throwinqq vulgars at me .
im not uur DOG or smth .
im a HUMAN-BEING .
uu respect me and i'll respect uu back .
uu dont , then dont blame me .
its uur choice ,uu choose it , so uu dont haf to blame anyone budd uurself .
Friday, February 1, 2008
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9:06 PM
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dont qqo over the line ,
dont be too overbroad ,
dont be so cocky that uu can foret abt everythinqq .
im a human-beinqq too .
i haf feelinqs .
i've got emotions .
im not a toy .
dont agitate me again .
or else , i wont show any mercy .
think properly before uu act .
or else . DONT REGRET .
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7:46 PM
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todae wasnt feelinqq soo good .
i cried in class in the morninqq . cos i was not feelinqq alright .
budd im fine now lerh .
thanks to all fwends who asked me to cheer up ^^
thanks to all chios ^^
haiis .. sian .
after sch went to buy sch U.
owe kenqqninqq $4 siia =="
payinqq back her next week lurhs ..
then went to NPCC .
its quite sian lar ..
then when mr lim jun shenqq , our tchr-in-charge , asked who regretted his or her choice .
i was the onii one who raised my hand =="
then everyone looked at me .
i was like .. diao ? =="
i went to talk widd mr siva , the tchr-in-charge for sec2/3 (forget liao)
then he sae what other CCA bo vacancy liao le .
so i haff no choice budd to stick widd NPCC lorh .
i guess i'll try to adapt to it anywayys ....
T.T
hehs .. tml goinqq to polyclinic widd linqi to qqet MC for her ..
lol . then after that qoinqq causeway to do our cny shoppinqq barhs .
XDD
yayy ! todae bo hwks , so can hoqq onto the com and my hp .
hehes . gettin so freaky happi cos finalli can try to cook for the home econs next mon liao .
woots ~
*CHEERS* XPP
LOL HAHA ^^
