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Monday, February 11, 2008 ,

6:58 PM

♥♥♥

im back frm sch lerhs .
had such a hard time .
i cant hold my tears back todae ,
so i cried at sch soo many times todae
all my fwends were there , tqs . =)
budd abt this morninqq , so sorrie .
i didnt thought of uure de feelinqqs . =(
sorrie , i wasnt in any mood of thinkinqq lerhhs .
sorrie , for hurtinqq uu all .
i promise i wont do it again lerhhs .
okhays ?
yes , peeps like linqi had been askinqq for the reason that i cried ,
and told me not to bottle it up .
cos , other than my feelinqs beinqq hurt ,
to tell uu truthfully ,
i still cant accept the fact .
i still cant let qqo .
yes , why he can and i cant ?
this is the difference :
he DONT LIKE me budd ,
i LOVE him .
and uu said abt the last incident uu've been thru ,
uu nvr cry until like me liddat .
cos ,
did that person sae :
"i like uu , wanna stead ?"
and when uu're soo soo in love with him , in that relationship ,
on the almost-valentines' day ,
he sae ,
"i dont like uu."
and TJ ,
yes , i haf future ahead .
yes , i shld stop cryinqq over some guy like him .
yes , i can make alot of bfs in the future .
well , im not that flirty .
and uu think after this incident ,
i will still dare to qqo on stead with other guys ?
i had soo regretted my choice .
so ,
had uu experienced this before ?
yo , im not a toy , i haf feelinqqs .
after beinqq "ill-treated" ,
uu expect me to smile at him ?
my feelinqqs , my heart .
i cant deceive it though ..
and , LEONARD TOK ,
"i dont like uu ."
this 4 words ,
may comes out easily frm uur mouth .
budd had uu considered of my feelinqs ?
or my thoughts ?
THATS A SURE "NO" ,
cos if uu had ,
uu wouldnt haf did this to me .
hey , i haf a heart ,
i haf feelinqqs ,
budd uu totally shattered my heart ,
on my first ever relationship ,
hey , my CHU LIAN .
UU RUINED IT IN NOT EVEN A MONTHS' TIME .
"i dont like uu."
this phrase had been whirlinqq arnd my head since uu tell me this .
i cant possible forget this .
issit the valentines' surprise ?
well , thank you then .
thank you for tellinq me all this ,
thank you for wakinqq me up ,
thank you for tellinqq me that frenship is more important than uu .
thank you for tellinq me that , uu are one typical JERK .

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