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Saturday, March 29, 2008
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5:08 PM
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lol , postinn lerhs . just now was on msn , chattinq with leo & his bunch of fwenndss . T-T the conver was damn confusinqq lurhs , dunno who is who . kwa kwa kwa kwa ... xD * and note , im qunna chop off leo's finqqer on mon !!! >;) * anyways , actualli nth much to write on lurhs . cos nth esp. interestinq happened . except ferr teckjin lurhs ==" that bodohh . on thurs in sch , he was performinqq duriin el lesson mahhs . and he had a speech which includes , " ... the factory " then he was , wth . quess what lurhs ? he read as . " ... the FUCKtory " LOL . DIAO LURHS ! everyone was lauqhinqq like maddos ~ mahahah ! yeahh . & i cant stand smth . my cousin ==" dunno for whatever reason , she keeps copyinqq my style lurhs . i alr told her i dun realli lke ppl to coppi EVERYTHING of MINE lerh . then she still copi everythinq . copi my bloqq link , copi my bloqskin , copi my bloqq sonq , copi my writinq style , copi my msn font , copi my msn nick colour , copi my font colour , audi copi my hair , rl copi my fringe , in short , meaninq copi my everythinq . zzz . i wondered how mani more thinqqs does she hafta / wanna copi abt me ? T-T .. then as i said , i told her . i dont like ppl copi my everythinq . so , she went to create a new bloqqie .. used abt the same bloq link as me . also haf __-unknownx3 well , im still quite okhay widd this , cos bloqqlink quite alot ppl the same lurhs .. well .. i didnt mean to like qo check on her de lurhs . budd my another cousin told me ==" and he knows that i dont realli like ppl to copi my everythinq . thats why he told me lorhs . so went to qooqle to check on her bloqq add . then found out . went into her bloq . she used the same bloqskin as me , used the same music as me . T-T . nvms , bloqskin okhay okhay , music .. T-T so mani sonqs . why same music . qrrr ~ im fine widd that too . accepted it lurhs . then i read her post .. used my writinqq style ==" then talked badd abt me . sae im selfish , sae she hates me , sae why she has such a cousin , sae she hate it , sae alot of craps . fine lurhs . since she thinks there's no problem widd her attitude . then i shall sae , she's just a double-sided tape , which has double sided characteristics , in the cyberworld , she's always actinq soo mighty , bueysonq just sae out , vulqarr just scold , scold ppl if she likes , threaten them if she likes . how abt rl ? its the opposite . in rl , she's actinq just too cowardly , bueysonq dont dare sae out , vulqqar not scoldin any , not that proud and miqhty princess anymore . dont threaten anybodi , acts kind and helpful . acts that she needs somone to piti her . which one is the real her ? i dont know . and i dont expect her to be dishonest . she created a new bloq , and she told me that she deleted her bloq , not creatinq any bloqs . hey hey ? why did uu hafta be soo dishonest ? if uu told me uur bloqq add , i wouldnt be as mad liaos . and the fact that uu saes that nobodi understands how uu feel , makes my blood boiled . boilinqq so hiqhh that i cant even breathe ! lemme ask uu , haf uu ever understand , or tried to understand how the other ppl feel ? nope . haf uu ever stood at the other perspective and think ? nope . so what haf uu done to make ppl understand uu ? when uu dont even understand the other party , uu just shoots and shoots and shoots . uu just scold and scold and scold . uu just crap and crap and crap . are uu realli the victim ? no , uu arent . neither am i . maybe some other innocent parties ? uur fwends ? uur attitude and uur acts may just do others harm . when uu didnt know . uu said that other ppl are heartless . so how about uu ? i didnt want to sae abt that incident again , budd i just cant help to brinq it up . uu said uu are scared , uu said uu are remorseful and sorry initialli , for hurtinqq QiQi , hurtinq her head , which causes blood flowinq out frm her forhead , which causes her to haf 11stitches . then after that ? when she can qo to sch . uu heck care heck care . uu dont feel sorri , dont feel remourseful , uu treated it as nth had happened . and sae , " why shld i care ? " so well , dont uu think that uu're just beinqq heartless too ? so why did you haf the rights to comment about others ? and do you even haf the rights ? i wouldnt hesitate to say , NO . if what i've said above its not what uu think . then what do uu think of ? ohh , maybe , uu dont qiv a damn . and just like i always sae to some others who commented on other ppl , without thinkinqq of himself/herself first , im qunna sae that to uu too . pls lurh , if the next time , before commentinq about the others . cann uu think of uur ownself first ? dont act soo abruptly , cos uu'll qqet it back if uu dont scold well or reasonably . uu said that uu want to become slim . and want to acheive for it . i encouraqqed uu . by sayinq " jys ! uu sure chiobu if uu slim lerhs ! " i dont see any ronqq in what i've said earlier . well , maybe its ronqq frm what uu think . budd i swear i was just plainly encouraqqinq uu khays ? and uu said i was sayinqq that uu're fat . hey ? uu admitted that uu're fat and yet dont wanna accept this reality . now uu said uu wanna lose weiqht and become slim . im encouraqqinq uu , and yet uu said that i didnt cared abt uur feelinqs ?!?! what the heck is this ? i dont qqet it khays ? whyy does uur thinkinq hafta be soo complex ? whyy do hafta care abt what other ppl saee ? uu dont like what other ppl comment abt uu , just treat it as ppl is crappin or what lurhs . uu live for uur own , not others . and im qunna end my lenqqthy post . if uu happen to read this , uu can listen & heed it . or uu can take it as crap . its uu who control uurself , not me . i cant help uu decide . i've said my peice .
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
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7:40 PM
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i thouqhht i had letten qqo of all the thinqqs yeah ? budd it doesnt turn out so .. i still cant help to think of the past . when im widd yahh ... when we qqo thru all the thinqs tqt .. when uu sms me eveydae .. i know that uur heart is not with me anymore , and when i told uu i've lost uu , uu said lost uu so what ? i can find the riqht person somedae .. budd do uu know that , frm my pov , who is the riqht person ?.. ITS UU . i know im beinqq selfish , i know im thinkinq too much , budd uu cant stop me frm lovinq uu .. maybe .. maybe .. after sometime , i'll try let qo all the thinqs . budd for now , can uu let me love uu ? *** kehkehs , didnt post abt linqi's kbox thanqq , alot of thinqqs happened which i did not want to talk abt ^^ so lets just skip that . >>>>> fast forward todae had NAPFA test .. T-T the remaininqq 5 stations .. GRRR ~ I FAILED THAT EFFING SHUTTLE RUN ! OMG OMG OMG ~ !@#$%^&*() alamakkies ==" budd still quite happi narhhs . at least i passed my standinqq broad jump by 3cm ? x) hehex . so overall , > sit & reach (BEST STATION <3)> inclined pull up : 15 , JUST HIT A ^^ sit-up : 27 , B (lol , 2 more to A ><") standinqq broad jump : LOL , 135cm passed by 3cm , E shuttle run : I STILL FAILED AFTER 2 TRIES ! ==" ZZZZ ! wahpianqq oiis . ... then durinqq the standinqq broad jump , we cheered for one another ^^ lol , lameless o6 rawkkks ! back to the story larhs . standinqq broad jump , the boiis , almost everyone , the distance they jumped was like " WTF ! o.o" " to us . omq lurhhs . esp. leo lorhs . think he jumed the furthest , 25o++cm OMFG !@#$%^&*( i may just die of hearinqq this larhs . feel so zibei T-T haharhhs ^^ LOL , im an optismist . whee ~ qood to haf our NAPFA todae . cos NAPFA took up arnd 2hrs of our NPCC . lol , so by the time when NAPFA ends , when i qo for my NPCC , umm .. its abt 5+ liaos . which means , LESS THAN 1HR OF NPCC ^^ WHEEES ~ heard frm natalie that NPCC todae was quite tirinqq , keep doinqq drills all the wae .. LOL . budd at least no PT riqht ? ><" kehkehx . then when we are abt to be dismissed , the ma'am came T-T qrr ~ stood under the hot sun for abt 1o ~ 15mins liddat . diao ==" then checked our attire . then turns out that almost everyone violated the rule .. umm , includin me larhs . =X so did 15 jumpinqq jacks of 8 counts . diao .. ma'am said that if the next NPCC trainin , we still violate the rules , we must do 85 jumpinqq jacks of 8 counts in ONE SHOT . zzz ... wthonda nehhs ==" i must watch out liao , duwan land my squadmates in troubles . NPCC finalli ended then i went back home . when i reach home , it turns out that nobodi was at home , siann-ed , so turn on commie , and cooked myself a bowl of noodles , too hunqry lerhs T-T" then wanted to siqn in msn at first , budd dunno what error make me cant siqn in ==" budd after that still can larhs . chat chat widd qin ai de linqi <3 then dad , mom and bro came back , WIDD A DAMN COOL PSP ON MY BRO'S HAND ! OMG , I WAS LIKE , "EHH WTHONDA ? UU BUY PSP LIAOS ARH ? THE COLOUR'S DAMN NICEEE <33> LOL . althouqhh its black in colour , budd trust me , the black's nice de lurhs . * jealous * *envies * then my mom asked me if i wanted one , of cos , i said YESSS ! <33> then she said , " OKHAY LURH ..! HAPPI EARLY APRILS' FOOL ! SAVE UP $$ AND BUY IT UURSELF ! ^^ " sadded nehhs T-T well , that was lame . now fixinqq the qqodd damn rubics cube . cant fiqure out anythin .. T-T GAMBAHTE TO MEE ^^ !! JYJYS . ohh yeah , LINQI , CHEER UPS NARHHS ! DUN EMO / STRESS / CRY / ANYTHING / WATEVER LERH LARHHS ! ILY LOTS <33 -------- actualli , uu neednt do that for my sake . i appreciate that .. =) budd i realli dont need uu to do that . maybe im afraidd .. budd what ? im also confused now ..
Friday, March 21, 2008
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12:28 AM
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wakakas ><" chnqqed bloqqskin . hehex . this sat , 22.o3 is my darlinq , baobei , qin ai de linqi's bdae !! WOOOTS ! ~ HAPPI BDAE TO Y DARLING , BAOBEI , QIN AI DE LINQI !! <3 qrr ~!~! todae actualli planninq a surprise for linqi derhs . so me and weili brouqqht her to the toilet and let joyceqann they all prepae first . budd in the toilet .. T-T linqi notice that junda had accidentally smurqqed the blue ink of the pen on linqi's blouse . so she use water to wash awhile . cannot qqo off ==" wash aqain . nth .. so she qqot real madd and chionqq back to class . diao luhhs ==" me and weili behind chionqqinq upt to her like siao tryinqq to qqet her back . used alot of methods budd she kept on runninq back to the classrm . me and weili was quite worried that she will find out the surprise ><" LOL . whenn we ran back . eveythinqq was completely fine . saw linqi shoutinqq at junda o.o" haha . then joyceqqan pulled me to the side and ask whyy nvr ask her stay lonqqer . T-T okhays . we explained to her and then tot of one more plan to make her outta the class . so me and weili was like , ask her qo toilet clean up the stain first , cos if nvr wash , sure stay there derhs . so we went to the toilet aqain . while they continue widd their "business" . inside the toilet linqi wash awhile then keep sayinqq that its arn obvious when me and weili dont even see anythinq ==" LOL . then she wanted to qqo back to class . weili tried to convince her in qoinqq down to the canteen to pei her buyy smth . budd no use luhhs . she chionqq back to class again ==" so me and weili followed like siao aqain . then when we qo into the class . it was like nth aqain . LOL . dyan was holdinqq onto a card . when linqi not noticinqq . we siqned on the biq , humonqqous ,larqqe card . LOL . haha xDD then keep it when linqi turned our direction , and then take out aqain . kehkehx . the whole proccess was like , so funni . ^^ so after eveyone siqnned on the card , we sanqq linqi happi bdae . el vers , zoo vers and chi vers ^^ after that went for PE . then its like damn shuanqq lorh !! NO PE TODAE ! ^^ so we went back o class then sorta celebrated linqi's bdae ? o.o" cos on the whiteboard we wrote smth for linqi mahhs . then it also includes this sentence , " uu're a beautiful gal " zzz . then the boiis boliao nth to . add one stroke to "gal " then frm "gal" become "gay" .. T-T diao . linqi de name , kwanhao damn boliao , frm linqi become "iq" T-T happi birthdae , sukruth erased smth and added in smth . frm happi birthdae to happi flirtdae . T-T wynn draw de cute cute de mons . also destroyed by dunno who T-T . aiiyo , mean worhhs . after that we had history lesson . watch the qin shi huanqq video . then had lit . Mr. Jovin came instead of ms chonqq . and he was like .. T-T cos he was qoinqq thru the dunnu whatever thanqq , then haf talk abt voice projection or smth der , so he asked eunice to stand up and speak , to see how's her voice projectinq . then eunice was havinqq a sorethraot at that time . so he asked her to sit down . 2nd time he called eunice . ask her speak loudly once aqain . zzz luhhs . i was wonderinq if he had stm or what luh ==" didnt eunice told him that she has sorethroat ? still forceher to speak loudly , aand made her cry . shld i sae he mei you tonq qinq xin or what ? zzz . then we went for reccess . omq , saw izy and linqi buyinqq dunno what choco bar frm bkshop . so went to buy . and i qqot addicted to it ==" aiiyo . saw tj and wc queueinqq for it too . LOL . TJ sae he and wc qqot addicted by leo . haha . saw cheryl ltr on . and cheryl sae that she made leo addicted to it . LOL ! o.o" qqoshh , and when i was runninq to linqi . i ran on the soil . my shoes aint stable . so i slipped 2 NP bois were in front of me . AND I SCREAMED ==" they was like "wth ?" and turned back to see who was shoutinq . qqoshh henqq i nvr fall lorhs ==" after reccess had bio . mr lee tke over ms aza to teach . haiis . such disappointment . not that shuai worhs ==" diao , lol , jk . then when qoinqq out to present bio ws de ans , almost qqot sabo-ed by wc . T-T budd izy qqot sabo-ed in the end , then the boiis , who were the sabo-ers ,then realised that they forqqot to sabo the bdae qqirl . haha . linqi , tao qquo yi jie ^^ after that lessons carried on and on and on . nth realli fun T-T see my common test result qunna faint . so i duwanna tell ==" lltr i die . ><" kwakwakwa ==" qunna end my post here , peeps . BYEBYE AND HAPPI BDAE TO LINQI ONCE AGAIN x)) TMR KBOX-IN , * EXCITED * YAYY ~!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
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6:22 PM
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haha ^^ so lonqq since posted yeahhs ? budd i nvr abandon my bloq arhs , haha ! LOL . aiyorhhs . 1o ,11 , 12 march went back for UG camp x) yeah , at first , i was reluctant to qqo luhhs . T.T cos didnt like NP as muchh budd after this camp , really learnt that NP is qood worhs . although alot of PTs ==" durinqq the camp , we had alot of fun . divided into 6qrps , me in qrp6 widd valerie , zhiyinq , dabian ==" , junxian ,kaijie and simon luhhs ^^ co-operative teammates , LOL . played alot of team buildinq qames tqt . seriously luh , the most "memorable" part of the whole camp is that when mr lim , the assistant dm , called us up at 3AM to do PT yeahhs ? ==" EHH EHH ! 3AM ! we sleepinq halfway , then he called us up for PT . okhay lorhs , did push-ups , ran arnd the school . then again , aqain , and aqain .. did push-ups until whole trackpants wet wet de lorh . then mr lim asked us to went back to sleep aqain , and NOTE : widd our pants WET , and SWEATING . so its like , eeew ? ><" qrr ~ still must obey luhhs , if not ltr qqet PT aqain . LOL . i duwan worhs . ><" after that PT , i asthmatic for very lonq . 5.15am we qirls wake up , i still asthmatic . LOL . budd i didnt cared much luhs . we went to rise and shine . then all qirls prepare rdy ler , we looked opposite direction . OMG ==" the boiis' bunk is still PITCH DARK . which means , liqhts not opened , all still sleepin like dead loqqs . ==" jessica and jiayinq went to seek for permission to wake them up . if not ltr whole squadd kena punished aqain T.T [punished aqain as in doinq PT aqain ] LOL . uu wouldnt wann if uu were there riqht ? haha . after that jiayinqq and jessica came back , LOL , jessica said that when they opened the liqhts . all the boiis still sleepinq until so shuanq ==" diao luhs . then we waited for the boiis awhile , went to qather at the locker area . amy ma'am was there . we falled in . then when they doinqq drills , i was asthmatic , so falled out . waited for quite a lonq time . i was tryinq hard to control my breathinq rate luhhs ==" non-constant derhs . after awhile , i falled in widd them aqain . then i forqqot what happened that made me falled out aqain ==" then this timernd , they called siyu ma'am( ps dunno how to spell >< ) here . cos she was the medic , tqt widd justin sir . derrick sir come and then dunno who who who come . soon surrounded by alot of sirs and ma'ams . siyu ma'am very qood worhs ^^ followed me and helped me to control my breathinq rate everywhere i qo . LOL . then when eatin breakfast . i actualli dun feel like eatinq ==" ma'ams forced me to eat . they even appoint that dabian to force me eat . T.T LOL . that dabian was damn funni , hah, after valerie help me apply the kaya onto the bread (TQS VALERIE <3> he said , " OI , UU BETTER EAT HARH! " that was a funny way to ask ppl to eat ehhs ? o.o" after breakfast , we went to hockey pitch to qather . then that time was the WORST part .. my breathinqq rate was qoinqq very fast at times , then very slow at times . i couldnt really talk . i notified siyu ma'am . then she was qone for afew mins . justin sir beside me . derrick sir came up and asked me my name . LOL . he say until damn funni de . then ask me riqht or ronq . i cannot talk liao ==" then hand-siqned to him that my breathinqq rate wasnt constant . i looked arnd for siyu ma'am . then suddenly saw her runninq here widd one st. johns' quy . he asked alot of questions . wakaka ><" i cant ans also . then soon , its like , whole squad lookinq at me ? o.o" then mr lim came and check on what happened to me . siyu ma'am told him everythinq . he ask me stand up then BREATHE IN , BREATHE OUT , BREATHE IN , BREATHE OUT , AND FINALLY , BREATHE IN , BREATHE OUT . haha .... it may sounds funni bahhs , budd it really works . i wasnt that asthmaric anymore . at least my breathinq rate was quite normal ler . i went back to the squad , thanks siyu ma'am ! lol , seriously , mr lim qood nehhs =) when i was havinqq difficulties breathinq , he so ka zhanqq liddat . haha ^^ lol , actualli wann call my papa wan , buddhen he workinq . so in the end nvr call lorhs . ^^ before qoinqq back , we went to clean up our bunks and the qirls' toilet . the qirls' toilet was like .. eeew ? walao . when we qo in , at the first cubical de doorstep , can alr spot one qirl left her underqarment there ==" poor amanda hafta pick it up .. i wasnt that qood either ==" needa pick up the hair stuck in the drainaqe hole ?!?! WTHONDA !@@#$%^ my hand ahhs ==" althouqh haf use tissue .. its still .. eew . ==" nvms .. the nwe went to clean the sink . qawsshhhh lorhs ! one of the sinks was abt to drop ==" at first me and ayaka was cleaninq the same sink . then feel abit shaky . so ayaka took the sink rm bottom , and lifted . quess what ? the sink moved ==" LOL , we scared drop , so quickly put back . LOL . after cleaninq the toilets . we went back to hockey pitch to qather . the sirs and ma'ams were talkinqq abt some unimportant thinqqs . andy was hittinq me ==" hit my hand , hit my hair ==" then my hair luan diao , i hit him aqain . he hit back . he ran , then i wann chase de , the ma'am stop me ><" LOL . after we dismiss , i went to hand in linqi's hwk . then clock out and went back home . and quess what ,? until TODAE , then i realised . when i hand in linqi's hwk , I FORGOT TO HAND IN MINE ! GRRRR ~ LOL LORHHHS ==" now also dunno how .. haiis nvm la . i qo chionqq my remaininqq hwks ler ><" tatarhhhs all <33
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
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5:14 PM
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i too boliao , nth to do , so did these ><"
http://blogthings.com/howclutteredisyourmindquiz/">How Cluttered is Your Mind?
http://blogthings.com/whatkindofexgirlfriendareyouquiz/">What Kind of Ex-Girlfriend Are You?
http://blogthings.com/whatflavorjellybeanareyouquiz/">What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?
http://blogthings.com/whatkindofintelligencedoyouhavequiz/">What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?
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Your Heart Is Pink | |||||||||||||
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You Are 36% Emo |
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What Your Face Says |
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There's a 24% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens |
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You Were Nice This Year |
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Your Life is 54% Perfect |
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You Are 20% Open Minded |
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You Are a Pretty Good Liar |
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In 1995 (the year you were born) |
![]() Osaka, Japan is hit by a 7.2 magnitude earthquake, killing 5,100 A bomb explodes in a federal building in Oklahoma City Israeli Prime Minster Yitzchak Rabin is assassinated by a right wing Jewish student opposed to the peace process The Republican Congress passes much of the "Contract With America" Kevin Mitnick is arrested by the FBI and charged him with breaking into some the most "secure" computers systems Microsoft unveils its long awaited Windows 95 software O. J. Simpson is found innocent Bill Clinton signs a highway bill that ends the federal 55 mph speed limit Atlanta Braves win the World Series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XXIX New Jersey Devils win the Stanley Cup Toy Story is the top grossing film "Fantasy" by Mariah Carey spends the most time at the top of the US charts Sailor Moon premieres in North America |
Your True Sign Is Aquarius |
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You Act Like You Are 19 Years Old |
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