Updating, can't sleep.
And tmr, or i'd rather say today, is Oral Examination .
Idk how to revise on Oral, so can't help but to get nervous.

Streaming talk today, or rather ytd.
Aiming for P class, although i doubt I'll be able to make it in with my current standard.
But I want to prove that I can make it, thr's nth such as 'impossible' in my dictionary.
Yeah, gotta work really hard then, it's gunna be competitive.

Realised that this world is so so so realistic.
Whatever you do depend on its quality, not its quantity.
Recently,
I had been thinking abt what kind of person I really am.
矛盾吗? 也许吧.
Just because not being able to bear to see someone else to experience the untoleratable feeling i had,
I did smth which me myself found so wrong .
Pushing ppl up to the mountain peak, then push him down from thr.
Ohno, Ying Xiang really sucks.